Leaving Our Mark

While leaf blowing recently, I came across these handprints that were left by the previous owners children.

Hands in Cement

The year 2000 is indelibly etched into the cement. Children’s brains were doing something fun and possibly, at the time, naughty. There has been many a time when carvings have been left — sometimes to the dismay of the property owner.

Then there are the markings people make on their bodies — tattoos, ring piercings, etc. I’ve never understood them. They certainly attract my attention — IF that’s what they are meant to do. But not in a good way. I always think “Why would anyone do that to themselves?” For most, it’s optional.

Then I consider a mother whose Son received a mark …

“She saw His hands stretched upon the cross; the hammer and the nails were brought, and as the spikes were driven through the tender flesh, the heart-stricken disciples bore away from the cruel scene the fainting form of the mother of Jesus.” (A Call To Stand Apart, pg 37)

Optional — yes. Jesus never resisted being crucified. That was the only way He could bridge the relationship gap with us.

Love stretched out His arms and for the rest of His life He will bear the scars, the markings, of that love.

It’s time that we as a society stretch out our arms in His love. It’s time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Penn State

What a tragedy this whole thing is. Adults who were told of the molestation of boys — looking the other way.

What were their thoughts? Were they trying to save the school’s reputation? Was it the reputation of the leaders that was considered?

The rioting by the students at Penn State is even more disheartening to me.

Should there not be repercussions for the leaders, people in positions of authority, of a school who have morally committed wrongs? Should we also look the other way?

This makes me want to vomit! I am repulsed by those in our society who want to put the school’s team ahead of the victims.

Parents send their children to school and trust that everything will go fine. And if it doesn’t, those parents trust that the school will do everything in their power to protect their children.

There is little accountability these days. We don’t seem to require much of our leaders.

Some would say “It happened so long ago and we need to move on.”

Tell that to the victims. Go ahead. Tell that to the victims. Ask them how normal their lives are now that they have been sexually abused.

The reputation of a school should not be above the safety of children.

And whether Sandusky molested one or eight boys — he needs help.

So many times we look the other way because we don’t want to be involved. But we are involved. Child abuse affects our society as a whole. And those molested sometimes become molesters themselves.

May God’s grace be with us as we sort through this mess.

Red Lentil Soup

This soup is delicious! I considered pureeing it but decided to try it as the original recipe indicated.

Red Lentil Soup

Ingredients

  • 1 1/2 tablespoons olive oil
  • 1 large onion, chopped
  • 3 garlic cloves, chopped
  • 2 carrots, chopped
  • 1/2 cup chopped tomato
  • 2 celery ribs, chopped (original recipe called for 1)
  • 1 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin
  • 1/2 teaspoon salt
  • 1 cup dried red lentils
  • 4 cups water
  • 1 1/2 cups vegetable broth (original recipe calls for chicken broth)
  • 2 tablespoons chopped parsley or 1 tablespoon dried
Directions
  1. Heat oil in a 4- to 5-quart heavy saucepan over moderately high heat until hot but not smoking.
  2. Saute the onion, stirring until golden (about 5 minutes)
  3. Add the garlic, carrots, tomato, celery, cumin and salt then saute, stirring about 2 minutes.
  4. Add the lentils, water and broth and simmer, uncovered, stirring occasionally, until the lentils are tender, about 20 minutes.
  5. Stir in the parsley.
  6. Season with the salt.
Serve with warm bread and slices of cheese.
I used Trader Joe’s Organic Vegetable Broth. At first I thought the soup would taste too “brothy” but it turned out fine when everything heated through together.
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(Original recipe at Epicurious, http://www.epicurious.com/recipes/food/views/Red-Lentil-Soup-106995)

Lingual Nerve Damage

Continuing from my last post regarding dental work …

I was having to wear a mouth guard to separate my bottom teeth from the top as that was the only way I could stop the pain, grittiness and the burning sensation that I had in my mouth. It was so unbearable at times. I got to the point where I was wearing the night guard overnight and then about 8 hours during the day.

I went back to the original dentist who did the crown and root canal/composite filling work and he took x-rays again but nothing looked wrong. He then referred me to another specialist at the University of Minnesota.

Unfortunately, as a new patient, I could not get an appointment for a full month with this specialist. About a week before my appointment, I received a call from the office confirming what I needed to bring. The woman said to me “you’re coming in for dry mouth, right?” I said “no, I’m coming in because something’s wrong with my root canal.”

The woman then proceeded to tell me that this specialist did not work with root canals. I explained that I had been waiting almost a month now for this appointment and that the lady who I originally spoke to told me that he would see me.

When I finally got in to see this specialist (who my dentist told me was the cream of the crop in finding out what’s wrong with you) he said “well, the nurse told me what was wrong and we can only help with the symptoms.” He looked inside my mouth to make sure my salivary gland was functioning. Then he referred me to a root canal specialist who he told me had worked on his wife’s root canal. “So he’s highly recommended,” he said.

Needless to say, I was disappointed. I trusted my dentist to send me to the right doctor and come to find out he wasn’t much help. He did give me a prescription for one of his own “concoctions” that included lidocaine. When I went to the pharmacy, they had to make it so I left and had my husband picked it up later for me. Little did I realize that for one bottle it was $70 – 2 weeks worth of swishes. The medication basically numbed my mouth so I couldn’t feel the burning sensation. The same effect, I found out, can be had by using Biotene which doesn’t leave the same numbness in your mouth and is a LOT cheaper.

I made the appointment for the next specialist. An endodontist. These are root canal specialists and this is who I should have been referred to in the first place.

During my first appointment, I told him what was wrong and when he repeated it back, he repeated it backwards to me. What??!!! No! I wanted to scream. “I’m sorry,” I told him. “That’s not what I said.”

The endodontist took x-rays and found nothing wrong with the root canal. He told me there was the possibility that my lingal nerve had been damaged. This happens when the dentist gives you a shot to numb your nerve so he can work on your teeth and accidentally injures the lingal nerve. In March, I had had 3 of these shots. The endodontist explained that this can take care of itself and sent me home with instructions to come back in a month. (Google searches show the damage to the nerve can take up to 2 years to heal itself and sometimes it never does …)

One month later (I always follow their instructions), I was back in the endodontist office. Everything was the same — same pain, same burning, same grittiness in my mouth. After reviewing what we had discussed the last time, the endodontist told me that he wanted me to get a new night guard as the one I had no longer fit my mouth.

I was confused by this instruction but he seemed to be in a hurry so I took the referral to his recommended dentist and left. Bad mistake.

I mulled over what was happening. I stopped and thought about my situation. The wearing of the night guard helps with the pain, grittiness and the burning sensation. It seems to put my mouth in a place where those things don’t bother me. But, since it’s helping, I didn’t think there was anything wrong with the night guard.

I called the new dentist office and made the appointment. Then I called back and spoke to the billing office to see what the cost of a night guard would be since I had to pay out of pocket (insurance companies don’t normally cover night guards). $1100. What?!!!! I hung up. I couldn’t believe they were so expensive. I was dumbfounded. Did I really need this?

I decided to call a different dentist office (one I had never been to) and inquire what they would charge. $189. What?!!! I asked the woman to repeat herself. Yes, $189. She told me I could get a discount if I paid cash.

Now I’m really confused. I called the office the endodontist referred me to and spoke to a different woman. I got the same response. $1100. She told me I could get a discount too but I questioned as to why their night guards are so much more. “Better material, better quality, will last you awhile,” … blah, blah, blah. I then asked her what would happen if I had more work done in my mouth — would the night guard have to be re-done or could it be adjusted? She said “it depends.”

Okay. By now it had been 6 weeks since I had seen my endodontist. He had asked me to come back in 3 months. I called his office to see if I could speak with him and, as expected, he was not available. I explained to the woman my dilemma and her response was “No, you shouldn’t have to pay that much for a mouth guard.” I received a call back from the endodontist and he told me that he wanted to see me again to review the records. I made an appointment and decided to do a little research on the internet. (Doctors hate when you do that …)

This is what I knew:

  • The burning sensation was probably caused by the numbing shot(s) the dentist gave me when he worked on my mouth.
  • The grittiness/leaky feeling, according to an article I read on the internet, might be caused by the filling that was put on the root canal. If the dentist “doesn’t properly prepare the tooth with an etching solution for a specific amount of time, or if they do, but some of your saliva gets onto the tooth after it is etched, the filling may not attach to the tooth tightly and could end up leaking and ultimately needing to be replaced after only a year or two.”
Back at the endodontist office, he took x-rays again and confirmed the above — it is possible for the filling not to have been done properly. In addition, the x-rays show the porcelain crown that is next to the root canal that was done is not fitting properly (which could also cause the leaking sensation). The endodontist said I should go back to my dentist and say:
  • I need you to look at the porcelain crown as the x-rays are showing that it’s not fitted correctly and that could cause the leaking feeling as food/saliva can get into that small area. (The endodontist said it should probably be corrected or I should have a new porcelain crown made.)
  • I need a crown, instead of a composite filling, put on the tooth that you did the root canal on. There is the possibility that the filling was not done properly and a crown is the preferred method.
When I asked the endodontist why I would go back to the original dentist when I’ve had problems with the work he’s done, he told me he would give me a referral to a “crown” specialist. He will send a letter to my original dentist, the “crown” specialist referral dentist and a copy to me. Then I can decide what I want to do.
I’m waiting for that letter to arrive before making my appointment. IF I go back to the original dentist then he will probably re-do the crown for free and possibly, just possibly, give me a big discount on the new crown that should go in.
My concern is — will it be done right this time? He is retiring the end of December and his business is being turned over to a new dentist he recently hired.
Decisions … decisions … salivary gland blockage, lingual nerve damage … I hate going to dentists!

 

 

The Buck

Buck

Around sunset, the deer come out to eat. This young buck was in our background outside of the fenced in area. He looked right at me for awhile and then continued to look for food. Earlier, his “wife” and “daughter” were with him.

They are a little skittish and I prefer it that way. Deer hunting season started this past Saturday and, although there is no hunting in our area, our neighbors put out traps for raccoons and shoot red squirrels. This past Saturday morning, we found one of our outdoor pumpkins half eaten. We’re pretty sure the raccoons ate it — seeds and all.

I’ve noticed that most of our trees don’t have lower limbs. I’m guessing it’s because the deer have eaten them.  They will scrounge for whatever food they can find in the winter.

Pretty to look at …

 

 

Leaf Blower

I never thought I would use a leaf blower but all of the neighbors who passed by and saw me using a push broom for all the leaves we had recommended we buy one so we did.

Toro Electric Ultra Blower/Vacuum

This blower works very well and is not overly loud so I have not had to use ear muffs. It is also a mulcher so comes with another attachment and a bag that the mulched leaves go into. Since you carry the bag around your arm while using the mulcher, it is not very big so I had to keep emptying the bag.

It’s a good leaf blower/vacuum/mulcher and we’re happy with it.

I’ve put the leaf blower away for the year. Next spring I’ll need to bring it out as I’ll have to remove the banks of leaves from the property so we can try doing some landscaping.

 

Pumpkin Spice Bars

Pumpkins

With the month of October behind us now, I look forward to November and the Thanksgiving season. I enjoy pumpkin pie but usually don’t have any during the year but instead leave it for Thanksgiving Day. Then it’s a real treat.

Pumpkin Spice Bars

The original recipe is doubled but I halved it and the spice bars came out fine.

Ingredients

  • 4 eggs
  • 1 cup vegetable oil
  • 2 cup all purpose flour
  • 1/2 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
  • 2 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1 16 ounce tub ready-made cream cheese frosting
  • 2 cups granulated sugar
  • 1 15-ounce can of pumpkin
  • 1 teaspoon baking soda
  • 2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves
Directions
  1. Heat the oven to 350 degrees.
  2. Spray a 15x10x1 inch pan with non-stick cooking spray.
  3. In a large bowl, beat the eggs, sugar, oil and pumpkin with a wire whisk until smooth.
  4. Stir in the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt and the spices.
  5. Spread the mixture into the pan.
  6. Bake for 25-30 minutes or until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
  7. Cool completely then frost with cream cheese frosting.
  8. Cut into bars and top with nuts if you wish.
These are very delicious.
Note: I’m not sure where the original recipe came from.

Salivary Glands

Inside our mouths, we have salivary glands. I knew they were there but didn’t realize the impact of having a malfunctioning one. Actually, it was blocked.

I went to the dentist in March 2011 and had a new crown put in along with a root canal and a composite filling. Ever since then, my life has not been the same.

I returned to the dentist 3 times. The first time, I had a lot of discomfort in my mouth and I told the dentist that my crown felt like someone had crammed a wad of gum in there. He made some adjustments but they didn’t help. Then he put me on a short interval of prednisone.

This still didn’t help. My mouth felt dry, gritty and my tongue was burning on the left side. I also had pain in the area of the root canal work that was done which is weird as the nerves were taken out. Each time I went back, the dentist would make an adjustment until finally he said “I don’t know what’s wrong.” I’m going to refer you to a specialist. And he did.

The specialist was an oral and maxillofacial dentist. This specialist told me that my salivary gland was blocked on the left side. He gave me some “tips,” ie suck on lemon drops and drink lots of water with lemon juice. This was supposed to encourage my gland to open up so that surgery was not needed. It didn’t work.

I called and made my second appointment with him. He was very nice. He was prepared to do a small surgery on my gland when I arrived. As soon as he stuck a small instrument in my mouth, a small piece of white matter popped out of the gland hole. He said it was very tiny.

I had one more follow-up appointment with him and the gland was flowing with saliva just like it was supposed to.

Looking back, I believe the gland was blocked by the dental work that was done in my mouth. The dentist did not use a dam which is a thin piece of latex that is placed over the tooth/teeth that is being worked on. My previous dentist always used a dam but I never thought to ask them to put one on as I am always nervous when I go to the dentist office. The dam prevents “stuff” from going all over the inside of your mouth while the dentist is drilling.

I wish I could say that this is the end of the story, but it’s not. I continued to have the burning sensation on my tongue along with the feeling of something gritty leaking from the root canal area.

Stay tuned as the rest of the story gets even more interesting.

 

 

Apples and Pesticides

Apple

While in Door County for vacation, we bought a large bag of apples to bring home with us.

I enjoy making recipes with apples — apple muffins, baked apple pancake — well, you get the idea.

I have always hesitated in eating an apple without cooking it because of the fear of the pesticides that most of them have that make my mouth itchy. These apples are no exception. One slice of apple and my mouth started itching. It didn’t matter that I had washed the apple. The pesticide penetrates into the apple.

An article in the CBS News stated that apples top the list for pesticide contamination. Yet the health benefits of eating fruits and vegetables outweigh the risk of the pesticides, according to the article.

So – for now, I’ll continue using the apple in recipes. I just can’t enjoy them in their pure form.