The wind moves the clouds swiftly through the sky as the rain pummels down on my car. I haven’t seen this “type” of rain in a long time.
Minnesota has given us many sunny days for which we have been thankful. But with the rain comes the promise of budding trees, daffodils, crocuses and green grass. The terrain already looks different from when we first arrived in November. The snow is now a memory — although they are talking about the possibility of snow for tomorrow morning.
It is definitely spring. Even mosquitoes have ventured out already enjoying the feast of nectar (males and females) or blood (females). Females must have blood in order to produce eggs and are attracted by the chemicals in human perspiration. Â Adults live for 4-6 weeks.
The dragonfly is a natural enemy of the mosquito. Since we’ll be moving into a house that has a treed lot and is near a lake, I’m thinking of perhaps becoming friends with the dragonfly — assuming they don’t have their own quirky habits.
Tired – yet sleep eludes me. The past month has taken a toll on my emotional state of being. A bittersweet weekend just whisked by with no end in sight of the roller coaster ride I seem to be on.
Every small problem seems to want to latch on to me as a barnacle clings to the side of a water thrashed log. Each one slowly clinging and not budging. Yet I keep trying to pick them off one by one.
From sickness to houses that we can’t seem to close on because of problems they have — each one adds it’s own dimension to an ever increasing sense of anxiety.
Get it out! That’s what I feel like screaming to the dentist who put a crown in my mouth that feels like a glob of sticky goo that leaks – goo that attaches itself to my tongue giving me the feeling of having eaten popcorn and never getting all the kernels out.
Seal the deal on that house! I shout to no one in particular as we find yet another house with a septic problem that may delay us moving into a house by a month.
My shoulders and neck feel the ongoing stress of each continuing day looking for a little respite.
As if there wasn’t enough to overwhelm me, a friend dies. A good friend. She suffered a long time and became more and more reclusive as the illness caused her more and more pain. She leaves behind a husband — 56 years married I wonder how he will feel walking around his large house – alone. Looking this way and that – every picture hung on the wall will remind him of his artist wife who painted each one. Now she’s gone – in the grave until the second coming of Christ awakes her to a place where there is no more pain or suffering or loneliness or separation.
I continue clinging to Father. There is no one who knows me better than He does. As the night gets darker and my eyelids get heavy, He will be the one who eventually tucks me in. Amidst the tossing and turning I still have the assurance that He is in control.
Houses will be bought, pains will be relieved, friends will console – eventually.
I shudder when I think of those who can’t or won’t allow Father to tuck them in when they can’t sleep. The assurance I have of His love and His care for me is embedded in me like a computer chip that shall never be removed.
And now I’ll lay me down to sleep. On a sofa, alone and with a coat laid on me, I will find respite in Father’s arms of love.
Now Israel loved Joseph more than all his children, because he was the son of his old age: and he made him a coat of many colours.” Genesis 37:3
What father does not want to bestow love on his children? Â Jacob though went a little overboard showing more devotion to one of his children at the expense of the others. So, there was a lot of jealousy going on in this family.
And Joseph had dreams that he shared with his family. Dreams that showed his family bowing down to him which made his brothers more angry.
Yet Jacob made a special coat for Joseph. And Joseph wore it proudly.
One day, Joseph went to check on his brothers in the field wearing his beautiful coat of many colors that his father had given to him. As his brothers saw him coming, the jealousy they had for their brother (and perhaps their father’s devotion) drove them to sell Joseph to a group of travelers.
And they stripped Joseph of his robe, doused it in blood, took it back to their father and said “Is this the coat you gave to your son?” It sounds surreal. How could any child could go to their parent and knowingly make them believe that one of their children has been killed?
Not only that — Jacob went into mourning and his children could not console him. Â Did they really think they’d be able to?
Some of the most goriest stories I’ve read have been found in the Bible. I ask myself — why? And the answer is simple. Â Perhaps too simple.
For me, it’s all about being human. We all go through basic emotions. Fear, sorrow, anger, disgust, joy, etc. No one was born a robot. All of these emotions are stirred up inside of us by something or someone. And we all have different reactions.
I’m not saying that I would sell or kill my sister if my mother decided to give her a beautiful scarf and gave me nothing.
Dynamics in families are so unique.
But one little misstep, one cherished thought kept and repeated over and over in one’s head can lead to a lot of horrible things.
I’m thankful we don’t have a Bible full of stories of people who are only good because that would not be reality. I’m thankful that the stories show some extremes in bad behavior.
And that, in spite of all this, God is able to love us. All we have to do is return that love to Him.
Oh – the rest of the story … Joseph’s family did have to bow down to him just like his dreams predicted due to a famine in the land and the position that he eventually held. To read the rest of the story, click here and read Chapters 39-46
I’ve always liked to go places where I can look up at the sky at night and see many stars – hundreds of stars. Â It just gives me a sense of peace and awe at what the Father has created.
I ran across this video that gave me a sense of that peace. Â Hope you enjoy it.
At first, I liked them. Many Canadian geese are flocking to Minnesota. I’ve never seen so many of them. The locals tell us that they come here, mate and then head south.
So — they frolic and play in the water.
Canadian Geese Frolicking
Then, while I’m driving, they decide they are going to walk out on the road. Or, better yet, they’ll fly so close to the car that I am swerving to avoid them.
Yesterday, they walked quickly into the road and when cars were trying to avoid them, they honked at us.
The locals tell us that after they mate they get very territorial. But — they haven’t mated yet so I have yet to understand their behavior.
A few minutes ago I made arrangements to have the things we have in storage in Seattle sent to us here in Minnesota. Â I am confident that we are going to close on the Lake Elmo house.
As a matter of fact, we received an email from our real estate agent letting us know that the title company would like to close one day early — so April 28th instead of the 29th.
Lake Elmo, Minnesota House
The only picture I currently have of the house is when it was still drenched in snow. Very pretty in the winter and it’ll be very pretty in the summer with all the trees that surround it.
Things are starting to move quickly now. I’ve made a checklist for myself so that I don’t miss anything. My checklist includes:
Forwarding Mail
Arranging for internet/phone service
Changing the locks at the new house
Changing the utility bills to our name
Getting Homeowners/Car Insurance in Minnesota
Notifying banks of our address change
Hiring a cleaning person for the initial house cleaning
How exciting! After 5 1/2 months of living in an apartment and being weirded out we are finally going to have a place of our own again.
Well, it looks like we might have a house pretty soon here. Like — April 29th.
We did run into a couple more glitches yesterday though. The assessor’s office has the house assessed well under other houses in that neighborhood. Â That’s good in that property taxes are cheaper but it made us question whether we should have offered so much to purchase the house.
So I headed over to the City of Lake Elmo office and reviewed the file on the house. No permits were pulled for the remodels that they’ve done – kitchen, screened-in porch and the deck.
When I inquired of the city if I should come back and update them on the remodel work the young man looked at me and said “no, we don’t have to know.” Well, that’s a relief. Â I think he was shocked that I would offer to update them.
The second challenge — whether a homeowner’s insurance will cover work that was not permitted. The answer, according to Hartford Insurance in Woodbury here, is yes.
We have found out that the seller did the work himself and are checking to see if he is/was licensed. If so, one other check I can do is to follow-up with the State and see if there were any complaints against that license.
But — overall, I think we’ve got a house. How exciting is that!
This was a brand new recipe for me. I found it online and it is great. The icing is a little sweet so if you want it less sweet you should probably use less powdered sugar.
Carrot Pumpkin Bar with Orange Icing
Ingredients
2 cups flour
2 teaspoons. baking powder
1 tablespoon orange zest
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
3 eggs
1 1/2 cup brown sugar
1 cup pumpkin puree
1 teaspoon cinnamon
1 teaspoon allspice
2/3 cup cooking oil
1/4 cup soy milk
1 teaspoon vanilla
1 cup carrots, grated
1/2 cup walnuts, chopped
The original recipe calls for egg replacements but I used real eggs. I also only used 1/2 cup walnuts instead of a full cup to make it less nutty.
Orange Icing
1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar
3 tablespoons orange juice
1 tablespoon orange zest
Directions
Grate the carrots and chop the walnuts.
Mix the flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt and zest in a large bowl.
In a separate bowl, mix the pumpkin puree, brown sugar, spices, oil and vanilla.
In a third small mixing bowl, mix and beat the eggs and add the soy milk.
Preheat the oven to 350 F.
Oil a 15 x 10 x 1 baking pan.
Combine the pumpkin puree mixture with the flour mixture.
Add the grated carrots and chopped walnuts.
Pour the batter onto the oiled baking pan and spread evenly.
Place in the oven to bake for 20-25 minutes.
To make the icing
Put the powdered sugar in a small bowl.
Gradually add the orange juice, stirring while you add. I added a half teaspoon more to make the icing more syrupy.
If you wish to drizzle the glaze then it should be a bit more liquid then if you wish to spread it evenly over the top.
That’s it! This was really really good.
Carrot Pumpkin Bar with Orange Icing
Chop carrots & walnuts
Spices, Pumpkin Puree and Brown Sugar
Mix the ingredients well to get a good consistency
Spread the mix into the baking pan
Baked without the icing;fresh out of the oven
Grate the orange to get orange zest
I found this recipe while reading a fellow blogger’s blog at vegalicious.org.